Here I will upload short videos from my ongoing video archive. It’s an autobiographical work that is shaped from selected moments I captured the last 13 years with my mini DV and CCTV cameras. The project started from my living/working space in Amsterdam for the first five years and continued in different places I lived or visited until today. A video diary where the distinction between reality and fiction became quite uncertain for me to identify and where my experiences from time to time had a quite disturbing after taste. There is no chrono-logical order in this work. There is no beginning and end. No scenario is involved and all the fragments are treated as short abstract poems during the editing process.